i feel sick

i feel sick to my stomach. We ate applebees, which i really don’t like anymore, and i now feel like i want to throw up.

Today, i finally left the house and did errands and other shit with my mom, sister, brother, and his friend. It was okay i guess. I’ve felt so detached this week.  I  did history homework last night until one in the morning. I just need to finish transferring my computer outline to paper and then i’m done with that bullshit. Then, English homework shit.

ahaha, i realized how mad and shitty i sound in this entry but i just feel shitty. I really want to go out. I haven’t seen mikely in more than a week or talked to him in like three days. It’s okay though. I’m want to give him space but i just miss him. Hopefully, we’re still going to the mall friday.

Tomorrow, going to the beach for melissa’s birthday with amanda and her; out at smith point ! Hopefully, we’ll have a good time. ;D Friday, planned and hopefully will happen!

Saturday, i hope to get together with Jenna. But! i also miss Kathryn to death D: I haven’t seen her in like a month or more. Hopefully, next week we’ll get together and party and shit.

That’s it. Tonight, I’m waiting around for nothing. If nothing, i’ll do some more homework i guess and my mom is probably going to teach me to make a hat. Yay! Maybe, i’ll even watch some series i need to watch

ah, we’ll see.