i feel sick

i feel sick to my stomach. We ate applebees, which i really don’t like anymore, and i now feel like i want to throw up.

Today, i finally left the house and did errands and other shit with my mom, sister, brother, and his friend. It was okay i guess. I’ve felt so detached this week.  I  did history homework last night until one in the morning. I just need to finish transferring my computer outline to paper and then i’m done with that bullshit. Then, English homework shit.

ahaha, i realized how mad and shitty i sound in this entry but i just feel shitty. I really want to go out. I haven’t seen mikely in more than a week or talked to him in like three days. It’s okay though. I’m want to give him space but i just miss him. Hopefully, we’re still going to the mall friday.

Tomorrow, going to the beach for melissa’s birthday with amanda and her; out at smith point ! Hopefully, we’ll have a good time. ;D Friday, planned and hopefully will happen!

Saturday, i hope to get together with Jenna. But! i also miss Kathryn to death D: I haven’t seen her in like a month or more. Hopefully, next week we’ll get together and party and shit.

That’s it. Tonight, I’m waiting around for nothing. If nothing, i’ll do some more homework i guess and my mom is probably going to teach me to make a hat. Yay! Maybe, i’ll even watch some series i need to watch

ah, we’ll see.

mhm <3

Yesterday, i went to mike’s aunt’s block party. I didn’t know anyone but it was okay because mike and his mom didn’t either ! We walked around, ate cotton candy, ate lunch, and just chilled. we found a nice shaded spot around the corner and layed down for a while. We also were silly, which is always fun !! The trees above were so pretty and just laying on his chest on the grass made me feel relaxed and content, water stains and all.

Afterwards, we left and went to Charlie Browns for dinner ! I liked what i got. Everyone seemed to enjoy the food. After that, we went to Ralphs ! i love italian ices <333

Then, they dropped me off at home. Overall, I had a really good day.

Now today, art class ! Last class of the summer ! D; i’m so sad ! But then i should come home and do some reading for school homework, maybe aha.