i feel sick

i feel sick to my stomach. We ate applebees, which i really don’t like anymore, and i now feel like i want to throw up.

Today, i finally left the house and did errands and other shit with my mom, sister, brother, and his friend. It was okay i guess. I’ve felt so detached this week.  I  did history homework last night until one in the morning. I just need to finish transferring my computer outline to paper and then i’m done with that bullshit. Then, English homework shit.

ahaha, i realized how mad and shitty i sound in this entry but i just feel shitty. I really want to go out. I haven’t seen mikely in more than a week or talked to him in like three days. It’s okay though. I’m want to give him space but i just miss him. Hopefully, we’re still going to the mall friday.

Tomorrow, going to the beach for melissa’s birthday with amanda and her; out at smith point ! Hopefully, we’ll have a good time. ;D Friday, planned and hopefully will happen!

Saturday, i hope to get together with Jenna. But! i also miss Kathryn to death D: I haven’t seen her in like a month or more. Hopefully, next week we’ll get together and party and shit.

That’s it. Tonight, I’m waiting around for nothing. If nothing, i’ll do some more homework i guess and my mom is probably going to teach me to make a hat. Yay! Maybe, i’ll even watch some series i need to watch

ah, we’ll see.

mhm <3

Yesterday, i went to mike’s aunt’s block party. I didn’t know anyone but it was okay because mike and his mom didn’t either ! We walked around, ate cotton candy, ate lunch, and just chilled. we found a nice shaded spot around the corner and layed down for a while. We also were silly, which is always fun !! The trees above were so pretty and just laying on his chest on the grass made me feel relaxed and content, water stains and all.

Afterwards, we left and went to Charlie Browns for dinner ! I liked what i got. Everyone seemed to enjoy the food. After that, we went to Ralphs ! i love italian ices <333

Then, they dropped me off at home. Overall, I had a really good day.

Now today, art class ! Last class of the summer ! D; i’m so sad ! But then i should come home and do some reading for school homework, maybe aha.

woah.

So yesterday, i went to get a job application for target and ended up coming home with a kitten. Okay, so here’s the story. These people found a mama cat and two kittens in their tenants apartment after they left and were trying to get rid of them. The animal shelter wasn’t taking them so they were getting food for the kitten and mama cat (one kitten they managed to find a home for). So, us having our cat die about a month ago, decided to take the kitten home with us. My dad didn’t like the idea but when he met her, he fell in love. She’s adorable. He named her Millie after our cat that just died (Murry). She’s tiny and they said they think she’s about 6 weeks old. We’re taking her to the vet today

Besides all that jazz, everything has been pretty okay. Art classes are going well, went out with mike, jenna, and gregg, and sat around otherwise. Shit happened too but hey, it happens.

So, we’ll see what happens. <3

Otherwise, i’ll try and get back to this sooner.

absolute.

BOREDOM. I don’t even know what to do. Two days ago, I sat around while my brother and grandpa were here. I did nothing. That night, I didn’t sleep a wink. But, it was welcomed because i had a long nice conversation on the phone all night. Yesterday, I almost collapsed a million times from sleep deprivation. It made it worse that i was wearing high shoes. I ended up kicking my ankle with the heel and it was bleeding badly aha. But, we got ices (me and my mom). That was good. Today, i watched “The Science of Sleep” because yesterday i only got to watch the beginning. So, today i watched the entire thing. It was my kind of movie. I loved the confusion and craziness of it. This will be one of my favourite movies. Thankfully, i wasn’t deterred by the bad reviews of the internet.

Anyway, then my brother wanted to watch Idiocracy. It wasn’t good but my brother liked it (i knew he would). We shared a mini pizza and it was really good. Now, I’m lazing around doing nothing wishing and missing mikely. I’m needy but it’s okay. I miss him a lot.

Otherwise, i’ll sit around and look for something to do. Melissa might sleep over tonight or tomorrow so that’ll be a big plus

(And) Hopefully, I’ll keep this updated more often ahaha.

ALSO I’M WEARING THE MOST COMFORTABLE OUTFIT EVER. CAPRI BLUE SWEAT PANTS AND A WHITE TANK WITH MY HAIR UP HIGH. THIS IS THE BEST. ILY.

maybe not.

These have been the worst few days I’ve had in a while but i know it’ll get better. shit happens right? it’s summer. i wanna do something. i can’t sit here anymore and do nothing.

Rewind.

Today was the last day of classes !! I ate a lot and played around. In most cases, I’m so excited to get away from almost all of these people for two months and this school. On the other hand, there are some seniors I’ll miss and I also have shitty homework over the summer. Blah. On top of that, the Chemistry Regents is tomorrow. I’m going to be doing a practice regents (January 2008 ) tonight which will tell me whether or not I’ll fail. I hope I don’t fail. I can’t stand Chemistry anymore.

Going back to this past weekend, I had a good one overall. On Friday, I hung out with mike after school. It was enjoyable. We played video games and I straightened his hair !! We also watched some knockoff of Alice in Wonderland. It was odd but I love Alice In Wonderland so it was welcomed. i love you mike.

Saturday, I went to the city !! I saw Avenue Q. It was really funny and amazing as I suspected. I was grateful for the seating arrangement as well. We ate beforehand at Juniors. I had an egg salad sandwich and some split pea soup. It was delicious. It started to rain really hard after the show so we went back to my aunt’s house and went out to dinner. After dinner, we went back to her house again and ate dessert. Overall, a very nice day.

Yesterday was Father’s Day and both sides of Grandparents were here. We had a barbecue and it was really good. It was overall, again, a decent day.

On top of all this, I’ve been playing Harvest Moon like crazy. I’ve gotten pretty far ! But, i want to get started on the two games mike lent me. They seem pretty good from what I’ve seen and played so far. After Regents, I’ll be getting on that !!

I DO NOT LIKE CHEMISTRY. ARHHH.

Moderate.

I was so lucky today for the most part !! i woke up pretty late and only ended up having, without the shower time being included, 30 minutes for straightening my hair. I just made the bus. Just as it was about to pull away, i burst out the door and ran. On the bus, i ranted to Amir about how today might be pretty lucky. I was a bit mad though when we got off the bus because Kristi was talking about me to her friend. I heard my name and she looked back at me from the corner of her eyes, scanned me, and laughed. I was peeved.

i realized i had a math test when i got to math. I was really mad. But i guessed on a lot and ended up magically getting them right ! So the good luck still continued. In Spanish, the writing was easy so it was nice. History, Mr. Auriemma put on a movie about Pol Pot. Mike and I joked around and Sean apparently will come to school with a grapefruit shoved up his asshole. It was, overall, a relaxing period. Lunch, i was hungry but i didn’t eat much because i didn’t have the money. In English, Emily stuck out her shoulder blades. I was amazed the entire period. Otherwise, it was dumb. Chemistry we did lab and i sat around pretending i knew everything aha. In art, i took off the plaster from the cement and my project came out pretty nice ! I was satisfied with the results except for the small hole in the side of the umbrella mold. I’ll get over it though aha.

I stayed after for Art Honor Society with Melissa, Amanda, and Viven. Mike stayed with me which was really nice. ;D Mrs. Yantz ranted and then we left. I painted the yo-yo on my drawing on the wall in the math hallway but the paint was disgusting so i didn’t continue after that. Mike and I sat around for the last five minutes as i tried to get him to paint. He wouldn’t. D: But, it’s not a big deal because there was no time. After the bell rang, we went to our buses, said goodbye, and I got on.

The bus ride home was something else ! I sat with Amir, Zhang, Rohit, Zain, Aditya, and others. We ranted and joked. Zhang, as usual, poked me in the head and said how fun it was. Amir attempted to do it to Zhang but it only hurt his finger. Zhang laughed. But it was okay. Rohit said Zhang can’t see out of the corner of his eyes. Which, in turn, caused Zhang to yell at him for racial discrimination. I yelled and ranted randomly with everyone. Apparently, Zain was mysterious cuts on his legs. Amir has dubbed them as “ticks”. Overall, an actual good bus ride.

I got home and did the history which took me a long time and caused severe hand cramps. Ouch. Then, me and my sister went to Kohls. I bought a pair of short and a shirt that i’ll be wearing on Saturday because it’ll be nice out. My sister bought a pair of jeans. I wanted a yellow dress but it looked hideous on me D:

And i finished my day with a bowl of mashed potatoes and iced tea because thats what i wanted for “scavenger dinner night”. Yeah yeah !! Too bad, once again, my tummy aches aha.

Night Night ! <3

what is this.

oh wow it’s wordpress. i made one. if you’re not me and you’re reading this, congrats ! i actually trust you with my personal life and thoughts. So today was decent for a Monday. First period, i was in math and i did chemistry instead. Second, we had Spanish and i did a packet. It was simple and boring and no one bothered me. Third was history and we had to do a practice regents. It wasn’t that bad. Fourth i have lunch. I played cards with Melissa and we shared a pizza. I won war. Fifth was English. I suck with vocabulary out loud so it was not a good period. Sixth i have chemistry and we started organic chemistry. It was pretty simple. In Gym, me and mjd talked about Lost. We’ve determined Michael is a saiyan and his afro glows when he goes super saiyan aha. We made up an entire fighting video game based off this. Michael screams ‘WALT’ when he shots his energy beams. I was amused even if it was a long Lost discussion. In Art, i finally got the plaster done for my project. After that, i sat outside with Jenn and Ben and she put my initials on the license plate on one of the cars in the painting for the Beetles on the wall <3

Tonight, Kathryn and i went to the regents review. The chemistry man was just amazing. i wish he was my chemistry teacher. After classes, i bought a Cup Noodles. I love those

Overall for a Monday, it wasn’t too awful. I even got to take a shower in the morning and straighten my hair. I think it came out pretty decent. I’ll probably let it go curly tomorrow. I’m too lazy to do what i did today again everyday.

Hopefully tomorrow will be even better. My tummy hurts now aha.